Day 6

It day 6 on Chantix and it's 9:00am. No cigarettes in the house - I can still smoke if I want to, I can smoke until my 5mg tabs begin on Tuesday but I sure would like to go without them today. So far I don't think the Chantix has done anything for me, I'm in great hopes that the higher milligram dosage will work the trick. I'm still crabby and wanting to spend time by myself reading or crocheting. Actually today I'm doing laundry so I'll be busy today which is a good thing.
It's 11:05am and after a disagreement with my husband, I want a cigarette but I have none.
I bought a computer game online this morning thinking it would help keep my hands occupied. It is 3:30pm and still have not had a cigarette today! I did go to the store and pick up a pack though because I still have today and tomorrow that I can smoke if I need to. As I type this I realize how ridicules this sounds, I do not need a cigarette, it is ruining my health.