I was tempted big time last night. Went to eat with hubby and FIL at Taco Cabana and we sat outside (which incidentally was miserable due to the high humidity), when I was finished eating and sitting there bored to tears, all I wanted to do was to smoke a cigarette, I had even entertained the idea of panhandling for a cigarette! No I didn't smoke, but I sure wanted to!!
After we left and drove home, I was fine and continue to be fine. Just a weak moment I presume. Now I'm worried about going on my cruise and having a miserable time without a cigarette!!!
Damn this addiction!!
I'm going to beat this lifelong smoking sickness even if it's the last substantial thing I do with my life!
Hey Maggie, how are you and your husband feeling?
I read your post from today.........I'll post to your site instead of here.
Thanks everyone for continuing to encourage me and others.
My admission & vow:
I am an addict, I understand I will always be one cigarette away from my pack a day habit.
I vow not to smoke today.
Monday, October 15, 2007
Day 20 - No Cigarettes
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Hi MamaFlo! The night got away from me last night, so I didn't comment then, but we are doing fine, thank you. Thankfully, no injuries or even stiffness or anything.
You will have a blast on your cruise and probably won't even actually miss smoking. Something about that ocean air.
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