Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Not Until This Very Moment

Have I even thought about smoking or a cigarette today, Wow, it's now almost 9pm and I'm inching on my 156th day without smoking.
I'm no longer a smoker and I love the feeling and the smells, of myself, of food, of spring as it rears its head from a long winter's sleep.
I'm probably the only person that even thinks about the fact that I'm no longer a smoker, yes they (my husband and grown children) are proud of me but its like they take me not being a smoker for granted as much now as they accepted the fact that I would probably always be a smoker.  It isn't that I want constant attention because I quit but it would be nice for the people in my life to mention it at least occasionally.
I guess I'm the only person that can keep me motivated and maybe this is best, I'm the person that is going to gain or loose it all by quitting.
Chantix is still my hero, without this drug, I could have never quit smoking.

1 COMMENTS:

maggie's mind said...

Well, I think that's pretty darn awesome. I bet if you even mentioned how it used to be, you'd get a round of agreement that everyone appreciates all your effort and loves that you are making it!